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Right now I am sitting alone in the dark and I should be in my comfortable bed falling into a beautiful sleep that lasts longer than I kno...

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Right now I am sitting alone in the dark and I should be in my
comfortable bed falling into a beautiful sleep that lasts longer than I
know it will. Right now I am realizing that God will reveal so many things
to me if I would only give Him the chance--and yet He does even when I hide from Him. Right now I am having many
regrets and simultaneously knowing that I should live without them.

I know that I can only learn from the past and that I
can take what I have learned and use it--only with the help of my Lord
and Savior. I can do nothing without Him. All else is a loss.

Here goes:

I have realized that I see myself as superior to others.

I am impatient.

I take advantage of others.

I lust.

I curse.

I underestimate people.

I do things that I don't want to do repeatedly.

I lie.

I hate.

I hate myself for it.

"For while we were still helpless, at the right time Christ died
for the ungodly. For one will hardly die for a righteous man; though
perhaps for a good man someone would dare even to die. But God
demonstrates His own love for us, in that while we were yet sinners,
Christ died for us."

Romans 5:7

I do not understand.