So, Today marks the countdown: 2 Weeks until my mission
adventures begins! . . . How exciting! I'd like to thank my supporters, your
encouragement means so much to me! Without you, this trip and the work that God
will be doing through me, through our team and through those we will be in
contact with would be impossible. Praise God for such generous and thoughtful
people =]
Yesterday, at Calvary
church, George presented an amazing sermon, as usual. But what was different
was that instead of a small passage in which he highlights portions of the text
that most ordinary human beings would miss, or which have profound meaning that
is only revealed through the most intricate translations, George went with a
very popular and rather lengthy passage from Psalms. A favorite to many, Psalms
139 was the topic of George's sermon.ย
What is interesting is that the passage's message is very
simple: God loves us, and knows our innermost being even better than we know it
ourselves. He created us, and is therefore behind and before us, and knows our
every movement. He knows what happens in our lives minutes, hours, years, and
even decades before it happens. He is omniscient in every one of our lives,
even when we think that he is absent. After saying all of this, I guess this
isn't the "simplest" subject to grasp, because many of us would like
to believe that we are the only ones who truly know ourselves. However, it is
so comforting knowing that no matter how out of hand we get, no matter which
mistakes we make, there are no surprises for our maker. He loved us before we
lived, and continues to love us along the way, and even into death... and for
the rest of eternity!!
leave on the biggest journey of my life, some comforting is exactly what I
needed. To know that my Savior is surrounding me, and has me cupped in his
hands; this to me is the ultimate guarantee that I am safe. Many fears come
along with this trip, but I know that I am in strong, loving, and powerful
hands. . . "If God is for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31) I
will remain strong in Him, and I pray that others may find this strength, this
hope, and this love through the light of Christ that shines through me and all of my
teammates on this trip!
Psalm 139
O LORD, you have searched me and
you know me
You know when I sit and when I rise
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down
you are familiar with all my ways
Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD
You hem me in-behind and before
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me
too lofty for me to attain.
Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn
if I settle on the far side of the sea
even there your hand will guide me
your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"
even the darkness will not be dark to you
the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.
For you created my inmost being
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made
your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth
your eyes saw my unformed body
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
Were I to count them
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake
I am still with you.
If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!
They speak of you with evil intent
your adversaries misuse your name.
Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?
I have nothing but hatred for them
I count them my enemies.
Search me, O God, and know my heart
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me
and lead me in the way everlasting.